Friday, March 9, 2012

Do birds come back again ?




She said I'll come in Spring

I waited for her to come

I cried like a parentless child

Like a meek hope

Days tear my heart

Frost slaps me

Fall is approaching

Sun is behind the hills

The old summer is coming

Winter scares us

People behind the door

Waiting

Now the Good bye comes

I looked at the sad silence

To find the answer

Our tearful eyes shook hands

I stretched my hand to heaven

I found nothing but clouds

I asked the clouds

Do birds come back again

After …. Estrangement

When I find you at last



Melody came to my ears

Reminding me , besieging me

Asking me

My tears answer it

We remembered our songs

They forgotten with the days

Conquered

We met , all know our story

All is happy with our reunion

But ,

There is something between us

This something is in your eyes

It hurts all my life long

Come

There is much love between us

Come

To put myself together in you

I don't want to travel

Because my tomb is in you

When I saw your eyes

Our love shouted

We blamed and forgave each other

The yesterday is behind us yelling

I didn't sell you out

I didn't forget you

I may forget my hopes

I may forget the sunrise

Tomorrow

I may forget our sunset dream

Our dream will unify us

Because you lived in my blood


When I was homeless




When I look at your eyes

I saw a wound , love and memories

We hugged and I asked

How have you been ? passion

Erupted from the depth

A waterfall blasted in our hearts

Our passion becomes a river

We lost our available times

We went away , we were homeless

We no longer know our age

Why we cry while

The shadow of approach is near?

I touched your wound

I saw it in your heart

I saw it in your eyes bleeding

It is difficult to see a wound

On Christmas

Your wound is getting larger

In my ribs

The wound blood is crying

My heart is bleeding tears

You lived in my blood

And I will never forget you

We had seasons of fun

We had seasons of sorrow

We had a river watering us

Purifying us

Did I forget you ?

You were the first love

You were my security

When I was homeless .

The squadron of palm trees



Is bending over the shores

I didn't think that

Was my end

Eventually my way

Is full of tears

Don't be ashamed

If I come to you naked

Seeing me a ghost

Without clothes

Although the dream

Is extinguished

Between our eyes

Your dawn will come back

After a long distance

I can't help crying over you



Oh' mother of the Christ

Do you know how

I look like you

Your remote shadow

Come to us from the clouds


The unfinished relation

Is a fog curbing vision

Your face overlooks

Behind the sad waves

Our sun waving in farewell

Because my nights are

Getting old

In a deceptive false dream

Full of lies

Cheers my lost age




Still your love my torture

Still in the sad eye

A shrine for the lovers

Because of your charming

Beauty

I loved in you a smiling child

Came to life purely

I loved in you the night

When He hugs us

To warm the hearts

I loved in you the sun

At sunset washing her hair

With her tears

I loved in you the sea

Running roughly

I loved in you the prayers

Of the believers

I love you although

I'm a lover bored of

Going round your house

You couldn't distinguish

Between the pure and the fraud

I was extravagant in your love

And you were miser

Even your trees lost in the moors

You were sold in an auction

Nothing in your bosom but my

Suffering

They tamed you

I see the executioner behind

The door

You dance on the banquets

Rejoicing

While my spilt blood

In the pledge

Cheers my slaughtered love

Cheers my lost age


I don't blame the morning


I love you

Whenever I lose the light threads

From my eyes

I see in you the clarification

I love you

Don't be a virgin night

Slept in my ribs

Then went away

I love you

Don't be like people

False vows

Or a star lost in its way

Be medicine

To cure the hearts sorrows

I farmed in the deserts

Thousands of shadowy orchards

Now

I came to you scaring

The same people

Coming back like fleas

Thawing in my bones

The same people

Quacking like ducks

Savoring my skinny body

Coming back like rats

Running behind us

I remember you even

In a terrible nightmare's dream

I remember you whenever

The executioner is waiting

And the long nights

Don't ask me now about

A beautiful dream

I don't blame the morning

If he says good bye

Because

The morning doesn't like

To live in humiliation

I don't blame the fire

If it calms down

And became crippled

In a sick unforgettable body

I don't blame the sea

If his shores dried

So,

Don't remind me of

Good old days .

I'm not Alexander the Great


I'm living on earth

You are living in heavens

I'm blood and flesh

I sometimes make mistakes

My love to you isn't a mistake

My love to you is my fate

I Can't escape my date

I had no choice in my birth

I had no choice in your love


I don't know how to satisfy you


Whether I build you up a kingdom


Or bring you all the gold



Or conquer all the world


If that will do I would do



But I'm not Alexander the great


I don't have the white horse


I wish I were king Soloman


I wish I were the prince of Cinderella


I wish I had the magic lamp


I wish I dreamt with you all nights


Only to see my love in your eyes .



I missed your rebel



You are against level


Is it hard to be compromise ?


Why don't we meet in the middle ?


Does your love become little ?


Sometimes you are queen of Sheba


Sometimes you are somebody else


What is your best time to be ?


When beginning your rebel


You feel terribly well


You like to live on precipice


You feel consolation in danger


I run breathless after the deer


Let's have a moment of relief


Don't speak about vows of love


Because they are vows of air


Are you just the lonely dove ?


Don't speak about seals of love


Because they are seals in vain .


She walks like a peacock


She walks like a peacock

Over my body

In the morning

She drinks my blood

Nothing left but

The spiders of days

Splashing shame

Over the earth

When will we begin a new era?

Without treachery or cheat

You said who taught you ?

Nothing but the days and years .

When will the sun give

Me some of his light

I swear to whom the moon split

I love you

How much the nights complain

When Jesus comes in glamour

To toll the bells in Christmas

The Virgin weeps

Sweeping the groans

Out of my chest

Full of burdens

Because you left me

Without mercy

You aggravated my

Innocent wounds


How much I begged you

Not to go away

But you left me

Like the vultures

Leaving their prey


You gave me my coffin



Believe me I love you

Although sadness in my heart

Full of injustice

The prison is my house

And you are my executioner


Alone I slept on your bosom

My coffin is my eye

How much I carried the flute

In the breast of the sunset

I chanted the strings of my heart

Although the age is humiliating


Don't wonder

If the face of the sun

Becomes a craw

And the morning full of blood

Becomes floating rivers

Because our age is miser


Look at the horizon

The river is crying

How I sing departure

You taught me tenderness

I carry a white flower

Stretch out your hand

I'm scared

Have pity on my weakness

Have pity on my skinny body


One day I dreamed

To be that cavalier

Farming in your meadows

All the new born dreams

But I seem in your eyes

Like a homeless bird

My broken wing

Watched by the guns aloof

How the bird dies singing

How I desert myself

To drown in your love

I'm your martyr

Though I'm your lover

I gave you your bride dress

But you gave me my coffin

A shrine for passion


I came to sing for you

I came like a swallow

I don't know the borders

Of the earth

The dreams granted me

The obstinacy of heart

I lived like a children

I went like a saint

Deploying my call

I made my kingdom

With the sword of

Purification

In the time of rancidity


I made my poetry

A shrine for passion

I missed your obstinacy

Or

Because of your beauty

You don't care

When will you come back ?

Or

Because you live in a high star


I want to trust you a moment

My care was to please you

Your care was to cheat me

I want to know my guilt

I can't forget your customs

You never keep your word


Who can catch the water ?

Who can live without air ?

Every night I see you in

My dreams

I send you my soul

And every night my soul

Comes back in groan .

















The cruelty of Night



Oh, if only you knew

How sour the nights are

If only you knew

How cruel the days are

The sun seems like night

The moon seems like ugly

But

I have nothing but the

Lonely nights

And the rough segregation

And the heedlessness of my

Lover


They say don't cry

I cried long ago

But now I don't

Your love was in my heart

But now it doesn't

I was crazy about you

But now I don't care


How much you fulfill not

Your promises

How much you left tears

Behind

Oh , if only you ran through

Deprivation

If only you treated me

Like a human being

If only you felt my heart

Why you always love departure?

If only you experienced

Intimation

Or

Is it impossible your

Sensation ?

Farewell was impossible


You took the keys of my heart

When you go away

It no longer flutters to anyone

When you go away,

I was vulnerable

After you , I sold the passion

I came back alone with ashes

I learned after you,

The false talk and ,

The false feelings,

All the faces become alike ,

All the eyes , all the braids.


I came back to look in your eyes

I set my anchor on your shores

I searched for my old face

I found my lost face

With the same features

The same innocence

The same virginity

The same question .


In the morning,

I saw you on

The days of purity ,

The call of sins retreated

You are still the good time

Farewell was impossible .


You are Scheherazade who left

Will you yell me a story ?

Are you bored of the repeated tales ?

I came back putting my pieces together

I found my pieces on the seats

I asked about you all the places

Don't touch my gloomy face

Still , your face behind the mirrors

Was it a terrible dream ?

My remaining pieces are groaning

For the false long repeated stories .

You took all the talk



Will my love extinct

By the course of years ?

My heart is still a child,

Staring at you ,

Creeping to you .


All the sins died yesterday

All the territories changed

Yet ,

Still you are there

Carving in my age ,

You are still fragments of

Aroma.


On our palms we saw

Our nights of love

You used to steal my sleep

Your hair used to kill me

Your voice used to breathless me

Did we say everything ?

Did we finish everything?

When I feel the lost times

My eyes stream with tears

Remains of fire in my heart


Missingly , eagerly

I embrace your eyes

Although you are before me

I want to speak some letters

But , what can I say ?

I forgot the speech long ago

I felt when you go away

You took all the talk.

I addict you



I addict in your eyes my love

I love you although the dawn is far

I love you although your sorrow is near

I love you although the sun could

Appear or hide in the horizon

I love you because it is in my ribs

You are my paradise and my end

You are my prime of spring

My soul fall and my hopeless hope


I sold my pure nights in

The market of the courtesans

You are a mad day

I'm the unknown time

And the stubborn agony

I'm a killer in your eyes

I'm a martyr in myself

In the morning ,

I hear the sound of pigeons


I love you

When the sun rises

When my age goes away

Our way may not come together

The days may be an impossible dream

I will love you even,

The way takes all my age

I will always remember your eyes

I won't say good bye .



The long Passage



I walk in the passage
I want to reach you
But,
There is a terrifying tunnel
My age is a long mirage
The sorrow inhabits me
My eye is a split river
My arms are bleeding braches
My tears are a stream

Water the trees
My face is a broken sailing
My beaches are crying
For my short life

Where is the dawn of innocence?
And the virgin morning?
And your beautiful face ?

Who broke your soul?
Is it the sick hope ?
I want to swim in your eyes
Although the wave is agitated
The sound of wind is a monster

You and I are creeping
Behind the bells which toll

The time of leaving
The days are staggering in boredom
The sunlight pulse is waning

Along the horizon
The sunset is sobbing
Because of the lost dreams
Because of the lost years .

A talk in tavern


I met you in a tavern alone
Smoke rises and a piano echoes
Glasses and cups are clashing
You look at me in submission
Your eyes asked me salvation

They promised me hot welcoming
I don't accept bribes no , no,
You return to look in plead

The music played Chopin
I can't stand pleading eyes
The candles were soft

All were in couples
She was sitting alone
May be waiting for somebody

Something pushed me to say hello
She was smiling in sorrow.
I asked do you know me ?

Why you look so silent ?
What do I look like ?, she answered
You look sad in misery
What isn't sad in life ?
Sadness is your companion in birth

Every executioner stared at me
Then snatching my body.
What did you do ?
Walking like a sheep behind

Cheers, the days of defeat.

She sobbed in agony
My friends accepted condolence

What did you do ?
I raised the white sheet .
My virginity is gone
My honor is slayed
Why didn't you resist?
How can I resist the wolves
wolves are greater than sheep

time is contaminated with sins
the black mingles with the red
no white color whatsoever
where can I find a star in sky
how can I find the moon light
I'm not another Maupassant
Only Chekhov in my mind
My orchard is dried
My sunlight is paled

My mute horse is dead.
Where is Jesus?
To survive the dead .

NOTHING SWEET TO WISH



When I remember parting ,
My hear says I miss her
Do you forget her love ?
If my heart forgets
I won't forget her kindness

If your heart says I do
Remind him with the days of love
I'm not afraid of forgetting you
I'm not afraid my heart wishes you
After my soul moltens in your love

Nothing left to cry over
Nothing sweet to wish
You seemed to be an angel

Now
There is nothing but memories
Your night will remain mine
And my day will wait for you .

For your black eyes' sake


For your black eyes' sake
Pity me from your eyelashes
That made my soul loved you

For your white front' sake
Pity me from your eyes

For your beautiful figure' sake
Get your beauty away

For your nightly hair' sake

Make your eyes call me
I go with them in your sea
When I know you are sure

Hardly I feel asleep
In my sleep I dream with you
In my day your image before me

Yet I don't feel I'm sorry.





It is your destiny


Baby I love you madly
I don't care my age in your love
My love in your beauty infatuated

My heart is busy with you
My sense with you is long
My beating always says
I love you forever

My soul in your love a flower
Drinks the aroma of my passion

My words in your love a sentence
Who else could write her
Or finish her with a word

You alone could decipher her code
My life to you is boundless

My night in your love is extended
My moon with you stays up
My guide with you is confused

Every time I say no more
You return to say
It is your destiny .

Nothing sweet to wish



When I remember departure
My heart says I miss her
So you forget her love ?
If my heart forgets
I won't forget her kindness

If your heart says , I do

Remind him of the love of days
I'm not afraid of forgetting you
I'm not my heart wishes you

After my soul melted in your love
Nothing left to cry over
Nothing sweet to wish

You seemed to be an angel
Now there is nothing but memories

Your night will remain mine

And your day will remain yours.

Don't remind me



don't remind me of good old days
I don't love sorrows

All my sorrows are wounds

Exhausting my sick heart
The songs of love are gone
The sun of my age is extinct

The sunset is left
But

It is my destiny
To live on the past ruins
To draw at night
A lamp and a pale dawn
To lean on the rest of my age

I love you
When the light is gone
I see the evidence

I love you
Don't be a virgin night
Slept in my ribs
Then it walked away

Don't be like other people
False vows
Or a star went astray

And now I came to you
Scared .
I love you
Don't remind me of good old days .

If she comes



I tell myself if she comes

Light shivers
I still stare at my face

My heart is aching
I collect myself behind the door
I feel my wounds and my passion
My sorrow behind the house

Sleep and fear besiege me
How can I sleep ?

The sound of sadness
On my head
Me and your eyes
The night and my confusing paper
I tell myself if she comes

The horses of alienation
Crash me
And silence is fearful

The mute dream in my heart
Cry like a baby
Asking about you

When you come ?
When you come ?



They all must go



What did I take from life ?
All things are similar in oppression,
In deprivation, in killing each other,
In sorrows, in the shadow of the

moon.
All faces are similar in fear ,
In wandering, in burying the flowers .

What did I take from life ?
I still dream of the white nights,
And the perfumed warmth .

I missed the days of childhood .
The time of love is lost
The music committed suicide,

The spring dried,
The brave cavalier , in silence ,
Retreated and committed suicide.

All the poems about you must go,
All the ruins of your dreams must go ,
And the rifts of age must go ,

All your tears in horizon
Like rains and flowers must go .
In spite of all these , I miss travelling.

Oh , Night



Don't blame me if I go by day
The bird came home ; not wishing

To go again
I feel the pulse of the days fingers
The tears of yesterday were jealous


Smiles embrace my lips
I see Dawn on the shadow of age
Don’t blame me
I bled the aroma of my era ..
Amid your hands
I felt great pain there

As long as I gave you my grief's
Now I could leave without hope
How long the aspirations danced
In my imagination

I spent my days like a child
Desiring a new occasion
Till I

Your papers



I found love in your papers
If I searched there a while
I' d find my heart lost in years

Why you go away
Ingratitude blames us
Still his weep in the heart
Will we come back ?
My poems slept in your bosom

They were groaning alone
Why you left my poems ?
You taught me love is eternal
You taught me love began

When I was born
I made your love my daily dream
Now you come to destroy me


Heavens



Once I went to heavens
I built a palace in the

Shadow of love
In the core of emptiness
I wove a talk from silence

Beautiful melodies
I wrote from the lines of
Passion .. long poems

I invited the birds
I gathered flowers from all colors
I covered the palace raiments of hope
I built fences from love .. longing to kisses

I planted Jasmine around
You used to love jasmine

All the lovers came
I taught them loyalty
I kept on waiting for you .

Come



Come embracing in you the nights
Nothing of hardships left but the echo
Oh , sadness is a hard guest

It controls terribly my age
Let's throw it behind the world



It 's due time for the heart to be happy
If I lived years of loss , between
Your hands I knew the righteousness
Time builds sand castles and perishes
By death what was built .

Come breathing the nectar of years
We will see it aches tomorrow
The year sheds tears of farewell


Don't ask how hardships ended
Don't ask them how they began
Flying like birds amid the wishes

Don't ask the bird how it sings
Wherever the birds fly away
Earth will remain their master

The year past us , let's go singing
Before you I never knew melody


Nostalgia


Now and then
I was waiting the seasons
They may come and go
After leaving my heart to
Nostalgia , thoughts and boredom

Now and then
Nostalgia carries me to you
Getting a nap in your eyes

The ghosts of farewell appear
We get up in terror
In silence we split

You are all the seasons
I’m the stranger on your meadows
I carry passions with my bags
Before your door I wait

You are the whole time and
I’m the passenger in the seasons
The routes of love carry me
Nostalgia attracts me

I yearn to the face of the moon
I remain waiting to leave with the clouds

I ask the days eagerly
When will the rain come ?
Our fate to go strangers with days

We chase our dream
And life loses , oh , my life
And we are in a state of departure .

Why you go away



You were my sun
Hungry and shabby
Lived in my house
you promised to stay
forever and ever

you always love my eyes
they were your support
you praised my black hair
you cried on my shoulder
I swept yours with mine

Why you betrayed me ?
Do you love that girl ?
Do you want to change ?

I made myself different girls
If you are sick with her

Come to me

I won’t reject you
I welcome you home
I’ ll prepare you the table
I’ll light you the candles

It isn’t fair




I think of you all the time
Sleep is the only relief
Being awake is torture
I enjoy being free from you

I’ll belong to myself again
It isn’t fair to be more beautiful
It isn’t fair to be more dominating

It isn’t fair to be younger
I can’t climb Mount Everest
I can’t write a thousand books

I’m living on earth
You are living on heavens
I'm living with human beings

I’m blood and flesh
I sometimes make mistakes
Sometimes you send me to heavens
Sometimes you let me down

You fed me nectar
Your love was sour
You put me in summer
You set me in winter after

A true love


A true hope is a true dream

A true dream is a true love

A true love is a true life

A true life is a true continuation

My love to you is continuation

My love to you is a true truth

The license of the shying moon

The validity of the living sun

The production of the stars

The salt of the oceans
The sweetness of the rivers

The songs of the lovers

The tunes of the music

The words of the poets

You give me endless words


And flaming imagination

Now I see the beauty of life

And the wisdom of the universe .



A feather in the air


I’m like a feather in the air

Flying the wind in the clouds

Feeling no cold or heat

Living my love alone

Personifying my dreams

Riding the sound of the flute

Hearing my lonely tune

Touching her friendly tears away

I can’t promise my thoughts

Sleeping every night on the tree

Watching the orange sunset

Dreaming of kissing your love

Getting rid of your thorns

Breathing the crossing breeze

Wishing to go into bonds of love
But they were bonds of air
Swearing vows of eternity
They were vows in vain .

I remember



I remember the roses

When I look at you

I remember the sorrow

When I look at your eyes

I remember your hair

When I walk at night

Whatever mistakes you made

You aren’t to blame

If you go away

I won’t forget you

My condolence is in

The night and the roses

Your tears pushed me to the purgatory

I don’t want to be purgated

I want to be sinned with your love

I want the day to be long night

I want the flowers to be roses

Helen of troy was pardoned

She came back home

With bitterness in her heart

With sweetness in her memories .


Help me



You induce a lot of heat

You could melt a lot of ice

You could make me motionless

A lot of heat inside my heart

I’ll try to live without you

I’ll do as I used to do

Listening to my songs

Having my meals alone

Reading my books

Going to bed when I’m tired

I’ll go to work as usual

Life will go on without you

The sun will rise every morning

I don’t know what will happen

If I run into you accidentally

I won’t be afraid of your eyes

I won’t pity their weakness

I won’t bother your attractions

I lamented the lost love

I grieved the happy times

I groaned the separation .



My shrine



You are my shrine

Where I used to go

To have rest

To feel quiet

Not to feel lonely

You are the leaves

Of my trees

The only tree to give fruit

You are fruitful to others
I can’t dream to have you alone

I wish if this only dream came true

I f only I’m recovered from your fever

Hallucination without ammunition
I can’t be immunized

A child in a woman

Reverie, daydream

Hallucination but segregation.